How Mindfulness & Breathwork Teacher Zee Clarke Winds Down

Sleep used to be a huge struggle for me. I couldn't quiet my mind, as I thought about endless to-do lists, problems I needed to solve, and people that I needed to support. On top of the stresses of everyday life, experiences of racism exacerbated my sleep issues as I have many times been worried about my personal safety. 

I would either have trouble falling asleep, or I would wake up at 2 a.m. and watch the clock for hours. I would then be cranky, tired, and unproductive the next morning at work. I was stressed for most of the day, and my anxiety was through the roof. After work, it wasn't unusual for me to have a couple of drinks to let off some steam, and then the cycle repeated itself. Years of this led to burnout and the deterioration of my mental and physical health. 

Thankfully, today is a new day, and I decided to be proactive about my own well-being. I sleep so soundly these days and it's because I made some big changes to my lifestyle. Morning meditation and journaling, gratitude, and breathwork practices before bed, much less alcohol, a more regular sleep schedule, aromatherapy, and sound healing have all been instrumental.

8 p.m.: It's a Tuesday night, and I'm in total relaxation mode. My devices are all in do-not-disturb mode.

8:15 p.m.: I choose my wind-down activity for the evening based on where my intuition leads me. Sometimes it's a restorative or yin yoga class either from YouTube or Glo. Sometimes it's a sound bath, either one of my Tibetan singing bowls like this one, or a Spotify playlist. Sometimes it's watching some TV, either comedy or something inspirational.

9 p.m.: I get everything set up so I can take a nice juicy bath, with candles, bath bombs, and peaceful meditation music.

9:45 p.m.: I brush my teeth, and when I'm done, I look myself in the eye in the mirror and say, "I love you!"

9:50 p.m.: I plug my phone into an outlet in my bathroom, far, far away from my bed. It's automatically scheduled to be on sleep mode during my sleeping hours.

9:51 p.m.: I turn on my essential oil diffuser, usually choosing lavender for a sense of calm.

9:53 p.m.: I turn on a sleep playlist and tell Alexa to set a sleep timer for 30 minutes so the music stops automatically at that time.

9:55 p.m.: I slide into bed with my weighted blanket, which has been a game-changer for my sleep.

9:57 p.m.: I open my journal and write down three things I'm grateful for.

10:02 p.m.: I do a 3-minute breathing practice like this one to calm my nervous system and stop any anxious chatter in my mind.

10:05 a.m.: I choose one of the books on rotation on my nightstand and turn off the night light when my eyes start to get heavy. Books currently on my nightstand include Rest Is Resistance (Tricia Hersey), Black Futures (Kimberly Drew, Jenna Wortham), Inner Engineering, A Yogi's Guide to Joy (Sadghuru), and Undrowned, Black Feminist Lessons From Marine Mammals (Alexis Paulijne Gumbs).