I Tested Positive For BRCA1: How My Health Journey Was Affected By These Results

While some health issues are visible to the outside world, many people face chronic conditions that don't have externally visible signs or symptoms—also known as invisible illnesses. In mindbodygreen's series, we're giving individuals with invisible illnesses a platform to share their personal experiences. Our hope is their stories will shed light on these conditions and offer solidarity to others facing similar situations.

At first, I thought the unexplained bleeding was a period breakthrough, but as time went by, it became clear that this was much more. Doctors couldn't figure out what was causing it—they did a number of tests, but the results always came back "normal." Ultimately, they chalked it up to stress.  

A couple of years later, I moved to Seattle for a new job and ended up seeking out an alternative medicine doctor. After running even more tests, she noted my testosterone levels were low, which could potentially explain my irregular period. To remedy this imbalance, I started hormone replacement therapy. The bleeding got better, but it didn’t go away entirely. 

Then, COVID hit. My family and I decided to go back to Miami to be closer to our extended family. I had to check in with a local doctor because I was still in the process of my hormone replacement treatment. I was asked the regular new patient intake questions including: Do you have a family history of cancer? My answer was always no. But when I told this doctor I'd been bleeding for four years, she became concerned and asked if it'd be OK that she run additional tests on me, including a genetics test. 

Through these tests, my doctor found a couple of cysts in my uterus and ovaries, which she recommended removing, so she scheduled a follow-up call to discuss surgical plans.

"Are you sitting down?" 

She asked kindly. 

I wasn't. I was running around the house trying to multitask. She asked me to find a comfortable place to sit down.

"I cannot perform the surgery. You tested positive for BRCA1."

I didn't hear anything she said after that. All I remember is there was this overwhelming ringing in my ears, just like in the movies. I started to transcribe all the information she was giving me on a notepad almost on autopilot, without really processing it. 

Later, the information sunk in: Everyone with the BRCA1 gene has a different, elevated probability of getting breast or ovarian cancer depending on their family history. Based on my results, I had an 87% chance of getting ovarian cancer and likely already had it based on my incessant bleeding. I was quickly referred to an oncologist and a genetics counselor. 

The counselor informed me that I may not be the only one in my family affected by this dreadful gene mutation. In fact, this mutation does not skip generations! I had inherited this from one of my parents, and both of my sons now have a 50% chance of also inheriting it and passing it on. 

Up until this point, I had never considered that "family history of cancer" didn't just mean a cancer diagnosis for someone in my immediate family. It meant thoroughly understanding my ancestry and DNA makeup. 

I began the mind-depleting task of not only sharing the news of my recent diagnosis with each of my aunts, uncles, and cousins on both sides of my family but also begging them to get tested, as they, too, could be victims of this condition. I learned that every one of my dad's seven sisters had a terrible history with their menstrual cycles, and five of them had hysterectomies in their 40s; two were already deceased. Imagine my shock. Imagine how knowing this information at the onset of my bleeding could have changed my outcomes. It would have probably saved me months of unnamed emotional and physical pain. I never thought about talking to my aunts or cousins about my irregular bleeding because women rarely talk about these things. It seems too personal. You just don't go around asking people in your family if they've had issues with their reproductive systems. 

It's important to note that, while there are some tests for ovarian cancer—including a transvaginal ultrasound (TVUS) and the CA-125 blood test—unfortunately, none of these are considered reliable ways for early ovarian cancer detection. 

With my history of four years of bleeding along with my genetics test, there was a chance there was cancer already in my ovaries. So having a full hysterectomy was the first (and urgent) order of business. And so we scheduled the surgery.

However, the breast surgeon called me randomly one morning.

"I couldn't sleep last night thinking of you. I want to do an MRI on your breasts." 

This was odd to me since my routine mammograms and sonograms had come back negative. But I understood; she, too, was leading with her intuition.

The MRI detected abnormalities, so doctors performed a biopsy that confirmed I'd developed stage zero cancer, the earliest form, in both breasts. If I'd waited a year, who knows what may have happened? Having the gene mutation means the cancer could metastasize fast. 

So in August of last year, I had a lumpectomy and hysterectomy. Then, in September, I was able to opt for a nipple-sparing procedure, before my eventual double mastectomy this past July. This is a new technology that enabled the surgeons to use my own nipples during breast reconstruction—something that would have been too risky if the cancer had already spread. 

I'm so thankful for everything my doctors have done throughout my health journey, and now I understand how critically important it is to work with doctors you can partner with. Beyond that, it's also crucial to understand and become the expert of your own body. You can advocate for yourself, you can push back, you can ask for additional tests. 

I think as women, we don't always consider that we have that power. For Latina women, especially, a man in a white coat carries a sense of authority and respect that you don't question. 

Women have so much to fight for, but sometimes we forget to fight for ourselves. 

I've been doing mindfulness work for 10 years, but during my health journey, it became especially important in my life. I prioritized holistic wellness work to align my mind and body, and it helped me prepare for and recover from the various surgeries and procedures I had to go through. 

Since I found this work so beneficial for my own journey, I wanted to share it with other women too. During one of my recoveries, I purchased Be Mindful, Be Happy, a wellness brand led by women, which provides a space to talk about mindfulness and holistic well-being.

I also developed a self-care curriculum called "Learn. Like. Love." which focuses on these same principles. Some of the key points I discuss are about learning who you are, learning how your body works, what makes you happy, how to create boundaries—it's a lot of introspective work. From there, I discuss liking who you're becoming and not being apologetic about it. Then, we focus on loving ourselves and others at the same time. 

In addition to this work, I'm a big proponent of sharing my story and experience, to hopefully help educate and share information with other women. Because of my journey, I encourage others to get a genetics test or any other test they feel they may need beyond the routine checkups. I believe that's the one thing you do have control over. 

Ultimately, the biggest message I try to share with other women is: Know what you want to fight for, and awaken your inner warrior.